As usual,
let's discuss another essential quality which we should have for our
liberation! It is up to you to question yourself wisely... It is up to
you to find out if there are any such weaknesses within... it's up to you to
find your path to Nirvana... the true liberation!
One of
the weaknesses of many people who listen to the Dhamma these days is that they
are lack free listening. In a way, that most of them are fear for
free listening. When we asked why, their simple answer is that,
"Nowadays, there are so many misinterpretations happening... so what if we
get caught on such a misleading path... What if I listen to the wrong
explanation...? What if I have become a follower of a misleading preacher...
What if... what if... I am fear for all these... So, I have to question
everything... I just can't listen freely!"
Now there
is something else hidden inside this fearful listening. What is
that? "Doubtfulness".
Doubtfulness
also known as "vichikichcha" is the mental event in which one
oscillates between two extremes. "Did it happen like
this? Or Not like this?” No matter how hard one strives to find the
nature of dharma or the truth, with this mental behavior makes it almost
impossible, and then the sadness is always there. This indecision creates
obstacles for everything positive, and in particular for the vision of the
truth. When doubtfulness is there, it destroys the needful conditions for
the understanding of eternal truth. It is one of the five causes that
prevent or block enlightenment, as it is closing the doors of undisturbed focus
also known as Samadhi in Dhamma. Samadhi is the state of mind which
provides the opportunity to arise the absorption. Without arising in the
stage of absorption, one cannot realize the essence of what he or she
listened. Without profound listening one cannot realize the Dhamma which
they never heard before and leading to liberation!
This
doubtfulness often occurs when your search is not genuine or sincere. All
the unnecessary fear arises when you are not aware of what you are actually
looking for. When your question or your problem is not related to you or
your behaviors, your search is bound with some unrelated external questions,
which are totally strange for yourself. Then instead of opening to the answer,
you just start collecting various interpretations. The more you get
various type of interpretation your fear increase so as the doubtfulness.
Do not
forget that even the time during the Samma Sambuddha alive, there were various
kinds of sermons with different interpretations. But the true seekers
always end up near Samma Sambuddha. Coz, they were not concern about who
is right... or they didn't judge what is right... instead they listen to
everyone with a free mindset and open to the essence of those teachings.
Result is that they become enlightened ones! They were liberated!
Because they were not enslaved for any person or any specific
interpretation. Their search was genuine, and their question was sincere,
so the question guided them to the right answer!
When your
search is not genuine and not related to you, you are concern about the person
who is answering to you. Rather than listening to what they say, your
concern is to confirm the state of preachers’ mind first. Then, you
ask... preacher would say "Yes, I am enlightened" or "No, I am
not"... then you agree to what he says or may not agree... If the preacher
says instead of asking that question, listen first... listen carefully and
freely, then the thousands of doubts arise. You are not ready to do that
freely, because your search is not genuine.
Remember
Siddartha Bodisathva before he becomes an enlightened one, he listened to all
the teachers used to live in his era. Followed the path genuinely.
Because the search was genuine, he understood that those paths are not leading
to liberation. Every truth seeker needs to have that quality.
Because, a person whom still unaware about the eternal truth can't make
judgment over the truth, right? But, if you are not a sincere truth
seeker, you need to clarify first. A clarification about the person...
clarification about what you listen... etc… Etc... your agitated mind leads you
to full of doubts. And those doubts keep you away from the truth.
So, do
you understand that we need to listen first before making any judgments?
If your listening is unbiased and free, you will know the message hidden
through the words you listened. But if you are full of doubts, fear, you
are listening with an enslaved mindset. Your doubt begins even before listening...
continues throughout the listening... and you will get an obvious doubtful
ending!
The
result will be always such that you will miss the noble truth even it was
explaining right in front of you.
Remember,
doubtfulness always leading us to what we already decided, and not to the
unknown or unheard. The doubtfulness always guides us to an enslaved
listening. So, first find your question. It will guide you to the
right answer. If your question is genuine, and if your seek is sincere,
you just don't have to worry or fear about what you get as the answer!
So, seek
within to find the weaknesses which prevent you from liberation and its
needful. Instead of following blindly with an enslaved listening, be open
to the real truth! May you be free from doubtfulness and enslaved
listening!
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